jenna's JouRnAL

aMy's birthDAY

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 23:01:44 GMT

This lj is dedicated to one of the most beautiful(inside and out)person i know... AMY ALLEN...i've know her since 2nd and we're still best friends to this day.I'll never forget when i met her because the lost and found. I lost my jacket but i found my best friend. I love you AMY! HAppY BIrThDAY!!!I love you!
This is a pic of amy and i at my 17th b-day

amy,leo,and jenna elementary best buds...funny how we find the violent things funny at such a young age...good times

in too deep...

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 05:25:18 GMT

AHHH today is just way to weird...this whole day has been too weird...you've really done it this time jenna...let's see what else you can screw up. This crazy day has been winding down though...sorta. i still have a few people angry with me but that's okay i'll make it better.Just like God has a plan i have a plan. And i just cracked open a fortune cookie expecting a GOOD fortune but it says "You will enjoy a trip to Asia" what the hell is that? Maybe i need to get out of the country. Get away from my life for awhile...i know that running away from your problems isn't gonna solve anything but right now it will...where will i go? Anyone want to adopt me for a week? Anywho...let's start of course everyone is stressing during finals but i got boy problems on top of that...one of my best friends doesn't even won't even look at let alone talk to me..my hula girls are all over the globe right now...MR. azelton is what? being fired? and according to my principal "there is nothing i can do about it" which pisses me off. When someone tells me i CAN'T do something then i'm sure as hell gonna DO iT!...my dad and i are growing apart or i'm growing up i can't tell. That's IT!!i can't tell anything right now...because i'm discovering myself and don't know what i want in my life right now all i know is that i want to be happy. UGH is that TOO much?! ADios mio!oh and on top of that my senior class were nominating and picking the top 3 senior quotes,class names, and color. Damn the things our class came up with...class colors :black and pink,yellow and orange,siler and gold, my fav. lime green and black and many more. Now we had a little trouble picking the top three songs. Get low was my top choice but when we came up with our class name being "the untouchables" we thought why not have a class song to go along with it...like..."can't touch this"haha other names in the running are "the planteers" like captain planet and the YOU KNOWS! anywho...we're crazy but i'll be sure to update you with the final pick. well thank GOD tomorrow is friday... it's been a LONG day..

puZzLes

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 04:52:03 GMT

yes so it's obviously been a looong time sinc ei last updated. Well i finally got my pictures from last month back. May was definitely a great month for me. It was my birthday which i have pics from. I also and my annual hula show and went to some proms here and there. My life is pretty crazy lately trying to finish off this school year. OH guess what?! i just got back from my cast party i won the director's award which is an award the director gives out just because she feels like it and i got a button that says i'm a very speical person which made my day. Then i also recieved the Most Outstanding Junior Award for consistant improvement in Theatre which was just awesome. I rarely get awards.Any who hmm what's new in Jenna LAnd? WEll i've seen two great movies in the past week one being Napoleon Dynamite which is by far the BEST MoVie of the year!!!whoo hoo!it's freakin hilarious...such a jenna movie then the second one being Dodgeball HAHAHAHA that was THEE most random funny movie better than starsky & hutch by far... the concept they come up with is just genius. Hmm what else i got to see alyssa and luey graduate this past week which was fun. Aw times flies i swear. Well my life is in bits and pieces right now and i'm trying to piece together so if you can try to follow the brokeness.
me and domonique at my party

me and the fellas

me and the girls

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Everythang from the past month or so...

Mon, 10 May 2004 01:49:08 GMT

*sigh* two shows down...5...billion to go. HAHA or so i think. Last night was our big hula show the HO'IKE. It was awesome. It didn't feel like a ho'ike though and i couldn't quite pin point why it wasn't either. Maybe because Aja Alia and Erica are gone. Kaliko, Deneatte and Leina'ala aren't in our group anymore and us teens dominate the group.Or maybe it's because we only had one show where as we usually have two. Who knows. But Ho'ike was ok i haven't done a hula show in awhile so it was great to perform again.I'm glad it's out of the way the. NOw i can focus on other things like my other shows and school. Well life is crazy lately but when isn't it? TOo many things to do and i can never seem to handle or be able to cease it. GRRR. I think i'm a lost cause without my dad. He's always been my mentor or motivation to get things done. Now things are just piling up in my life and i don't really feel like cleaning it up. I know i usually don't say i can't. But I just can't. Well life does have it's up and my up was last weekend. It was MY BIRTHDAY!! How exciting!!! I turned 17 on May 2nd and my mom and friends through a surprise birthday party for me. I couldn't have asked for a better birthday. This year my birthday finally felt complete. my party was the bestest gift i got so far. The gift of being able to have all my best friends in one spot dancing and singing and celebrating in one spot. It was overwhelming. When i walked in to Josie's house everyone the hula girls;aja,alia,abby,erica,alyssa,jade,chelsea,luey, my school friends;lauren,allison,antonio,janice,anna,tania,tina,riz,michael,john,then my homies; amy,sun,eli, and other loved ones. I just ran around shaking. This was THEE bestest birthday and bestest days i've ever had.Thanks to everyone who came and especially those helped much much aloha.I'll be sure to post pics soon when i figure out what's wrong with my scanner.

Today is Monday the beginning of a splendid week...

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 04:03:20 GMT

At first i thought this was going to be a great week...it started off with someone telling me it was a shortened day so i got everyone's hopes up and sure enough it wasn't! Then we got slapped with some great math problems which stuck my ass in tutoring on my day off from the musical.Mr.May then slaps me with Chapter 2 to read from a book i haven't even started nor do i wish to read...the words are too big :( anywho...yesterday was really nice i got to spend time with my pops. We went to Citywalk had lunch then went to the S.O Galleria to watch of course...a black movie..."Johnson Family Vacation" which was really really BAD. They tried too hard to be funny yet alone black. Ah geez...i think laughed like once...but it was one of those laughs where no sound comes out...just a little smirk on your face. But yes back to it being MOnday. At the beginning of the day before my hopes and dreams were stomped on after finding out we DID NOT have a shortened day i told everyone this was going to be a great week. No i don't have some feeling inside that says "Hey this is going to be a great week" but I'm going to make it one. I don't know how i'm going to go about this, but NO oNe is standing in my way.hEhE. Last week was pretty shitty but that's ok. So tomorrow is 420 how does everyone go about this day? Is it just another day...or do you celebrate it? I would like to know everyone's response.Thank you...this is jDaWg signing off...

My Second Entry

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 04:53:41 GMT

So i've only wrote one entry but from here on out they shall get better. jade hooked me up this weekend so my lj doesn't looked too jacked. Well i've been so crazed with play rehearsals and school i haven't had time to sit down and do a damn thing.I have about 5 shows i'm working on and have no time for anything really. I'm sleep deprived and slowly but surely recovering. I still haven't gotten over the fact that i went to New York. It was amazing. It was breath-taking just walking up and down Time Square,Broadway, staring up at the stained glass windows in St. Patrick's Cathedral, riding the ferry to ellis island and shopping at H&M. New YOrk i guess has always been calling my name. Except that damn weather! it was probably just as cold as it was on the night the titanic sank. Now i can say i know how Jack felt when his ass drowned. Anywho...it was such an honor to perform at THEE Carnegie Hall and try new things and meet new people. Damn i need to get out more. Well other than that i'm doing ok. Luey and i are still going strong and i seem to fall in love with that boy everyday. Things boys can do to you is KAhRAzee. This weekend he came and surprised at my opening night of my musical "Working" i didn't notice he was in the audience until i took my bow and when i came up i noticed him standing in the crowd clapping and my jaw dropped. What a surprise! This weekend was really awesome because i had THEE funnest night with Luey and got to spend time with my jadey-poo and catch up with her and her black ass. hehe. Well hopefully this week will be less stressful. Ok bye now. i'll be sure to update you with pics from NY.

my first entry

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 02:46:40 GMT

HeLLo this is my very first live journal i never really thought to get one of these things. I thought it was cool awhile back because amy had one and then meredith told me she had one so it inspired to get of my lazy ass and get one. Well i'm jenna and i've been off track for about 2 1/2 months because i go to year around school. when i mean "off track" i mean literally. Last week was my first week back and i wanted to die. So much shit is being thrown at me and i just couldn't handle it. But then someone remind me i was super woman and i CAn do anything so im now slowly but surely organizing my life. but it's hard. I'm a survivor though. This is just another obstacle i have to face. but it's just that there are so many roads to take and i can't seem to get on the right one. I just wish i can just wake up one morning and not have to worry about anything. But then again i guess my day will come. But for now i just have to suck it up, take the hits and fall but get right back up, get that dirt off my shoulders and keep on truckin'...whooo!!that's enough of that for now...